love ?

hello bloggers , we meets again . sorrry late for #update . today i got to write about love . what does love mean? love is a beautiful thing . i have been asked this question many times , and it is verryyy hard to answer it . i like to think that it is when two people like each other very much , to be able to let them know every flaw you have , and to also be able to see them , and be completely comfortable with it . love is when you can see the imperfect things of someone perfectly . also , when you care sooo deeply about another that you would risk your own life to save theirs . you think about this person all the time and cannot get enough . you may get into arguments but you love each other to much to let it damage your relationship . like i said before , Love is a beautiful thing <3

Attention Bitch !

Hi bloggers , I want to write about some people who are unhappy with their partner and had made fake facebook account to charge their friends . Try you think , if you are where they are exposed to , where you want to put you face ? Posted to closefriends do not you that ? As bad as any she has , but do not put-down she is . So , who create a fake facebook tu Do not go up tocause trouble for others who are not guilty . #Just use common sense thinking of God . So you think it yourself . Assalammualaikum .

Untittled .

Hi, feels like my blogs are dying . I don’t know why , maybe didn’t have some story to share . I don’t know how to tell others how my life now . Seriously , it’s like flying without wings . Sometimes happy and sometimes lonely . But I like the way of my life now . Everyday i heard peoples  keep talking bad about me and i don’t know why that should be me . You dont  know it because you are not in my shoes . I don’t mind if peoples hate me because some peoples are always jealous of what we have now . It’s okay. I accept that . Maybe God gave me difficulties to make me strong . 

Moving on .

I don't know what i'm gonna write . I'm feels like i'm in mindless dreaming . Could you imagine if we can get out from this earth , and walking from one planet to the other planet . It's sound ridiculous , but if we can do it for real it will be the best thing ever and this is the best way to forget the heaps of problem that's keep playing on our mind all day long . I bet space is fucking amazing . There will no heart broken and only silence that make us calm . Trust me .

Weirdo ;O

olla . here is my entry . something weird with my blog ? ouh yes , i hv no more crush . why ? he doesn't like me and he never wanna forgive faa . haha just forget it . up to him i hv no time to care about him anymore . ok now i nak introduce to you guys all my family . my big family . i was last daughter in this family . i hv 2 elder sis and brother , they are yayah , eeka , ikram and tammy . i just love them and my beloved mama , karmila . i only hv them no one can take them apart from me . 

sha | yayah | eeka

they are my twinnis ! i love them very much . who's my brother ? haha wait . be patient . here ....... is my brother ...

from behind : eeka , tammy

from front : sha , yayah , ikwam

gambar last year time celebrate babu's birthday . i hv a lot of picture wanna share with u . but i hv no time to do that . before that , let me introduce u my mama a.k.a babu - karmila - here is she ...

karmila . our beloved mama

i am nothing without her . ok , malaysian didn't know about me , my family , who am i the truth . they didn't know ! who are they to judge me ?! im tried to told them but ...................... 

i have dad , his name is hj zaidi . i love him very much ! i wish he here with me right now . company me where ever i go , hear my problem , picnic with me . i am jealous i got jealous when my friend hang out with their dad . i just wish my life same like others . you know what , now i just keep thinking about one thing , when can i getting married ? u will said , are u crazy sha ? u just 20 ! haha do i care ha ? ya Allah | i just thinking about him . i didn't know even he will forgive me and faa . i feel awry with faa i am the cause of this situation . heemm nvm . 

i wanna be his 'EVE' (Hawa) ouh Allah i love him ;(

one day i will flying to malaysia ! yeeeaaay this is what i want . i want meeting all my facebook friends Nura , Firdaus , Aan , Paan , Maya , Alep , Adryn , Aten , Ah Ting and many more . especially , aizat . 

.......................... stop it here ........................ ok stop it .... i said stop it SHASHA ! just take a look of this picture , bye .

part of me : ijweeeeennaa ♥

Im back? XD

ouh hello ! sha is back ! hahaha. after a long long long time i dissapeared ? dissapeared ? sound ..... er what ever . entry lama sha dah delete , bcoz ? i wanna forget about him ! ok let me continue . today sha happy . wanna know why ? i just thinking , why i in love with 'pfffttttt' . guess who ? look at my right sidebar please . haha yes he is . i do love him even i didn't know him as well . i've too many story to share with you guys , but i dont know where i should start first . zzzzzzzzzzzzz, my english is very bad but i have to typing in english . I HAVE TO ! ok firstly , wanna see my latest look ? k here ......

many friend says i became more dangdang . ahahahaha absolutely yes ! sha kuat makan ok. everyday i'll make sure babu beli pizzahut *yummiess* i think im quite cute . oh please sha, wake up ! hahaha . k abaikan , nonsense . please take a look of my tittle of this blog , ouh guccie who's that ? haha . he is my crushy mushies . also my buncit haha . what ever ! i think if his crush or GIRLFRIEND baca blog ni i boleh kena slaughter . hahaha k nonsense again . 

actually , sha dah lama nak confess perasaan sha dekat dia but im afraid ! yes he's not handsome and cute like YOURS but he was sweet , handsome and cute to me . i know he will read this bcoz i will give him this blog link , how desprate i am :DD ............................

READ THIS :

ejat, sha tahu ejat dah ada crush . i'm stalking ur twitter . even you realize or not , faa always stalking ur twitter and tell me all about you . yes , i ask her to became close to you . i gave her your number . dia ada jumpa you kan ? i suruh . i just wanna know 'how are you' 'are you okay' and blabla bla.. the truth is , she didn't like you . never. but, since i suruh dia rapat dengan you , she loves you as her 'brother' , only brother . she had telling me , lately you dah tak contact dia lepas you tahu dia 'suka' you . i know , you are trying to avoid from her . actually , i ask her to do that . i yang nak you, i yang admire you . not her . this night , i nak you tahu semua . you never know this right ? yes , after you like 'marah' dia , dia diam , right ? she's afraid to tell you the truth . ejat , i am the one who loves you more than a friend , not her . everyday dia IM i and cerita bout you . dia sedih sebab you dah tak layan dia macam dulu . she always said that ' kak, i miss my bigbrother ' :( im sorry ejat . sha tak kisah kalau ejat nak cakap sha penipu or anything else but im telling you the truth . annoying right ? haha k . please forgive me . forgive me . my bad . im sorry

i am sorry Amirul Aizat :'( my fault . I DO LOVE YOU